Thought in the middle of the night.....

Disappointment was rooted by high expectation, at least that is what I always thought. Sometimes, we did our best, and people around us are actually applauding for our effort. Yet, the inability to reach the initial expected goal was somewhat unbearable. Some regarded that as a chronic sign of "Type A Personality". I have never thought that I am still capable to set some expectation on myself, being easy go lucky since entering university has really made an impact on me....

Someone ask me "will fail or not?"..... am I suppose to answer no? Or rather the expected answer is yes? Anyway, never mind that as the true reason of me feeling disappointed has nothing to do with passing or failing the exam ( err....maybe a little )... since the main reason is actually the failure to secure the euphoric feeling of conquering.....

Time is making fun of us again...as clock slowly tickling away the night, indicating the drawing of another long hard day.... and I always remember my family at these lonesome hours...... Remembering that I am not alone...... that there is always a secure and warm place awaiting me, that my brother is going back France soon..... Thought gets random when we were about to be fooled by sleepiness.

My brother specifically requested for a steamboat dinner just the other night before going back for another eventful year. Ah well, what else could beat a great dinner with your family, chatting away whatever topic while waiting for food to be cooked.....

Home made steamboat has the advantage of getting cleanest and most fresh material~




Fish was fresh too...though my mum never like fish~~ =P




Quail Eggss....




Beancurd




Wantan




Stuffed meat....




Cuttle fish




and of course..how can you omit a nice self made chilli sauce?!




Tom Yam Paste for the soup




Yee Mee




Soup~

Family, the most important unit in ones life. I am just being grateful that mine are warm, loving and supportive.......

Clock tickling indicating time for some rest, and tomorrow will be another long battle, except that I am prepared to take them all down!